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I don't even really know what to say. I'm so upset about having to cut myself off from another person so soon. I've been seeing Chellsee for a couple or few weeks and today we kind of just called it off. Last week I asked her what all this meant and she told me "I don't really like labels so lets just see where it goes." or something along the ( Read more... ) -
a lot has changed
As of April 20 2006 ive joined the Army. I went to training for 14 weeks and graduated. Now here i am in Hawaii missing home and my friends ive been here for about 6 months. no more drinking everyday partys and all the drugs but its alright i just miss my friends it seems like things started to fall apart back home since ive left and it pisses me ( Read more... ) -
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Life is like one big chain of horrible events for me, I wonder what life has to offer for me when I feel like Ive lived for a decade. Im just so tired of things and my inability to make the right decisions in my life, I need help. Its feeling like the end of the world for me. -
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In my sleep I had a really vivid dream last night. It was like Ron and I were sitting on the couch talking about stuff watching television just like last year. In the dream it was so real I never would of known he was gone, so I asked someone sitting around if they saw me talking to anyone. They said "no you had been talking to yourself." as crazy ( Read more... ) -
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February 15, the night of valentines. Ron passed away. I cant help but to think of how his father told me he was self conscious and Ron was always the one to be running with the pack, and doing what we were doing. He was never open with me about his thoughts or feelings and he should have been, i loved him, i wanted to know. How could he leave me ( Read more... ) -
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not much going on in my life but just hanging out doing the same shit BUT i do start college the 30th and i have a sweet and pretty girl. -
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Yeah, so last night was crazy, anthony and me where hanging out and we where going to get some blow and go out and do something then chico called me up. He asked if i wanted to buy some acid and i was like well yeah, when he got here he was with jimmy and the kid selling it and me and anthony both bought 2 hits it took like an hour to kick in. we ( Read more... ) -
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I started training to work at dennis marketing today (telemarketing) and it was cool except for the fact everyone hung up on me. -
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...lost my wallet last night...drivers license, 20 bones and a eb game card with 12 dollars, i kind of regret getting drunk last night. -
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Halloween at fells last night was definitely fun as shit saw all my friends i havent seen in awhile, entered 98 rock costume contest...tyrone biggums won though. I saw Jesse Myers get a bottle busted over his head and hauled off to jail for asking some asian girl if he could grab her butt her friends started shit with him. Shit look like it HURT!! ( Read more... )