I bet we're next.

I am less and less enthused with people, including friends. I feel like I'm behind in life. I am nervous about turning 25 in a couple months and still being at home. I can't make decisions, I can't make conversations. I feel like a scared fucking child about everything. it's all getting old. I'm beyond restless ( Read more... )

I dunno what the title was about...but it's been a long time, in the words of Aaliyah (or I guess Timbaland). Anyway, I have since fallen and split open my knee and receieved 10 stitches, along with some percs (which i DESPISE). It was my first trip to the ER ever and I handled myself quite well. Almost fainted when I kept looking at the inside of ( Read more... )

whoa on the red bull & vodka. why is that shit like crack? i order one and suddenly, my tastebuds settle for nothing else for the balance of the night. my dancing energy triples and i'm all smiles.

crack i tell you. just like that...
"CRACK!" - Fat Joe "Crack"

*****

Do I really have to go to a family party right now? At the gorgeous ( Read more... )

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Go placidly amid the noise and the haste ( Read more... )

Today marks 6 years since my brother died. I never know how I feel about it, if I feel, what to feel, what I'm supposed to feel? I feel bad not knowing my feelings. Such are my neuroses. Do you feel me?

Anyway, I do feel like recalling and writing...
Around this time, 6 years ago, I was shuffling back to my dorm room, from the stairwell where I'd ( Read more... )

So people seem to be dropping off LJ left and right. Eh, these things happen. It really is an empty medium, all this virtual connecting ( Read more... )

I am off to Aruba in under 48 hours. I haven't had a full week off of work since I started working after college. So almost 3 years....i can't WAIT! Despite the fact that my boss has kicked me into high gear, trying to finish everything before I go, my mood is increasingly ecstatic as we slowly roll towards 5 o'clock. I just want to fuck around ( Read more... )

Christ, livejournal is depressing as shit. Actually, taking a shit is usually a pretty positive experience. I take that back. LJ is just fucking depressing ( Read more... )