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Things for once seem so clear to me...
Well this week has been a difficult week for me. The decision to change my degree wasnt taken lightly. I looked down as many different avenues, wrote pros and cons for both Textiles and Fine Art, but i cant help where my heart lies and thats in Fine Art. So today ive sent an email requesting an interview for the Fine Art course at Wycombe, so ( Read more... ) -
Ok so i cracked...
I gave in, im seeing a councilor. After only being in uni for ten minutes i managed to crack under the tutor talking to me. Dear me. Not like me at all. Been taking things at an easy pace at the moment. Instead of trying to do a million and one things at once im taking my time and making decisions and doing one thing at a time. Seems to be helping ( Read more... ) -
Things have gone from bad to worse in my opinion...
Well things are still shady for me at the moment, i went to the doctors on Monday, my mum had to come with me as i could hardly talk or concentrate on anything around me, i kept asking the doctor to repeat the question for me, i was that zoned out. Had a diabetes test done there, and she was there was no blood in my urine, so all is good with that ( Read more... ) -
And things just got worse...
two weeks ago my mum was made redundant... Yesterday Matthew was made redundant ( Read more... ) -
Just wanted to say...
Abi, thank you for ringing me when ive been down, when ive been angry, and when ive needed someone who made total sense to knock that sense right back into me! Love yeh darling, you are one of my bestest friends, and i wouldnt change you for the world. You deserve a lot more than you get for the person you are Abi, love you to pieces my Mad Eye ( Read more... ) -
Sam is....
... seeing chris tomorrow XD -
What more can i do?
This week hasnt even began and already things are upsetting more than they should be. Im sick to death of my life right now, i feel so alone in everything im trying to do.
I have done nothing but see things from both sides, now i am done with the excuses, im done with the bitching and im done with being put down at every turn. -
Sam will be from next tuesday...
... Salsa dancing with the girlies at uni XD -
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...im done... its over... i cant take it anymore...
