well what a change a year can make 
for some strange reason i feel like i have done something wrong like turned down the wrong path or made wrong choices that i can't explain
i wanna be different, i want be fitter, healthy, nicer, funnier, i want to be a better person
i can't explain so i won't

jack loves the colour revolt

lost starts again tonight :)

Finally reliesed that i have lost a best friend this weekend
went home and he was in Leeds and it finally came to me that he wasn;t actually a Best friend or a friend at all it was wierd to think all them nights we spent together on football manager :) ha! with a cup of tea and all them times seem in some sort of disgusted with myself for thinking ( Read more... )

is good
never know where everyones gonna be
whos gonna be like what when you come back
everything you learnt being away
all the secrets
that you shouldn't know
the way you feel about people
way i feel about me
who i am
where i want to be
who i want to be there
what i want to be there

scared - elliot smith

since moving out like 2 weeks ago i have started to reliese who i am other then a bad speller! i started to find out whcih direction i wanted to go and where i wanted to be. I feel so grown up and responsible now actually coming to terms how much is actually different when you move 60 miles away from home.Which is wierd though i ahve started to ( Read more... )

i think i must be the only person that is scared of being truly happy ( Read more... )

i wonder if i will ever tell the people that i don't like that i just plain and simply fucking hate them!

x

"Sometimes the dreams that come true are the dreams you never even knew you had"

thought i would share!

why is it everytime i come on here i try and think of something intelluctual to say when thats not me!

"we've made mistakes that we can't change but theres still time to start again"
"theres still time to start again"

thank you!