Hofuck.

I haven't posted in this thing in a very, very long time.

*laffalot*

Okay. So I have...fucking....DSL. Right? Proud of me, ma'? I got DSL. Now I can bug whoever the fuck I wanna bug, whenever the fuck I feel like it.

*yawns*

Thats cooltacular.

I know what I said...shhh. shhhh you! I am making a very coool comment here, but only because I wanted to waste my money on an account I might not ever use. So pooh on yew. ^^
Anywho. Yeah. I am selling ACEO cards on eBay, and am very proud of myself. I fucked had nightmares about that shit! *cries* Nightmares that everyone told me my artwork was ( Read more... )

Ai...couldn't resist it. I had a migrane one night, went looking through this journal and realized some awful shit. I hate this journal. I really, really, really hate this journal.

decadenza is the new one ( Read more... )

Everywhere I go, it seems, anything I touch equals death. Do I have some weird, poisonous taint on my fingers? Any online thread, any journal I go to, no matter where I go, I bring death to these things? Is that what I do?
The minute I get into people's lives, they suddenly change their minds and don't want to do things anymore. Don't want to be at ( Read more... )

Mostly because, well, this thing is making me sick. The same way every place I try to get comfortable infects me with emotional disease and disquiet. I can find fault in anything and anyone, no matter who they are.

So fuck this.

-s.

I suppose, I just thought this was one of the only things that really touched me in a very, very long time.

And suddenly I feel bad about a lot of things* I don't think I'll be around for a while, but here's something to think about.

http://seiraryu.livejournal.com/25815.html
Give it a read. ( Read more... )

Don't laugh at me. This isn't funny.

I honestly, and truly believe myself to be cracking up. Finally.

No! I haven't been reading too much Sylvia Plath! I swear it.

But I liked The Bell Jar. I finished it in two days.

I'm having hallucinations.
It was all explained to me this morning, at around almost 6am Pacific Coast Time, but it's still, ( Read more... )

http://www.asofterworld.com/soft_nov14_2003.htm

http://www.asofterworld.com/soft_oct3_2003.htm
http://www.asofterworld. ( Read more... )

I'm such a mess when I get online. I breakdown in front of an audience that doesn't give a shit, and perhaps that isn't healthy for me anymore.

( A Rant About Friendship or the Lack Thereof )