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Is it back again?...
*it's a translation of the post to my Russian blog on August, 30th
So I didn't go to the club. Because my date freaked out about some girl he was dancing with last time. He found out she was going there again that night and he would just feel embarassed to go there with me because last time he told her he was straight. It's not that he was planning ( Read more... ) -
My Friends...
...sometimes really piss me off. One of the closest, Marina, once suggested going out somewhere for a night. I said, why not 'Burzhui' (Bourjouis) - it's a local gay club. She seemed interested and so I told her to keep that in mind and get ready for the last Friday of August. The other day I also called her to ask if she still was going there with ( Read more... ) -
I Recall...
So that's what happened to me after the ORCHID Marriage Agency, which I left with quite a scandal in February 2008 (which is a long story). In December 2007 I took an academic break due to having some problems with the university so that in September 2008 I would start it all over as a junior. Having nine months free from studying I used to be an ( Read more... ) -
New Introduction: It's been awhile :)
Wow ))) I feel kinda shy right now. Firstly because right now it seems like something magical that I log on to my old and very first blog (I actually did thought it wouldn't be here anymore or I would forget the password and the login). Secondly because reading those old writings of mine I can see how silly I was. In fact some of my judgements were ( Read more... ) -
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Hiya! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Just wanted to upload today's photos of mine and some two month old photos. Here goes:
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I will have internet at home soon!!!
I am at work now using internet in the bosses room extremely afraid of being spotted by boss who suddenly comes in the morning. Fucking work... Or is it fucking me? Or both? I just can't make myself work properly - day or two more and boss will give me a great bollocking. Ugh... Anyway, I have bought me a new computer and in a couple of days will ( Read more... ) -
Coming out
On the last Friday was at work with 2 girls, also translators. After some thinking decided to come out to them. I saw we can be friends and I trusted them. They were surprised, however, were OK with that. One girl even said she have always dreamed about the gay friend. I am happy and hope we'll make good friends.
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My Dreams
I usually do not write down my dreams but sometimes I have interesting ones, that I'd like to remember. Well, what I recently had at night:
Dream 1.
Me and my former classmate Gene were on some classmates meeting (he always said he's straight though was some kind of 'gay-straight'). Don't remember how we started to make out in front of everyone and ( Read more... ) -
Light in my life
Since I go to my new work at the night time I've got a very pleasant feeling of being in a perfect mood. I always knew that my home is a fucked up place, where I can never be relaxed and happy. But I never thought that sitting and looking at the screen all night long and sleeping 5 hours of 24 can make me feel that everything is OK in my life. I ( Read more... )
