Why do people find it necessary to show off in front of people and think that if they talk down to a person it is making them look good?
They think no one sees through their act? They are transparent.  
 I am so numb right now. I feel as if I am floating through life. I want to feel happy again. I hope I can soon. Nothing anyone says seems to help.

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When will it end? What must I do? What can I do? Soon...very soon...
The last line has been crossed. The end is near. I will make sure of it!

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Another day another dollar. I am two months preo now. I feel soooo sick..not becaseu of my pregnancy but because I have a really bad cold. But I cannot take any anti-biotics because my docotor does not want to unnecessarily expose my unborn to anti-biotics if it is a viral infection. I just wish I would get beeter is all. I have a bad cough and a ( Read more... )

You know what I do not like? Phony people. I try to be myself and that is all I know how to be. I wish people would not hang around me or talk to me if they have a problem with me. It is a waste of time ( Read more... )

What do you do when you are unhappy with your job, you know it is not healthy for you to keep on going through the stress not only for you, but your unborn, but yet you cannot quit because you will be putting your fam in a financial bind, and you cannot look for a job because who is going to want to hire a pregnant woman who is going to have to ( Read more... )

So another day another dollar blah blah blah! I wish I could be pregnant. WHy do I eat so darn much. I feel as if I getting so darn fat. And food is my only comfort these days. I think I will take 20 mg's of lexapro becasue the 10's are not cutting it much anymore. RAHHRR! Anyhow I am hyper right now though. It has been snowing. They are playing ( Read more... )

Enough of the jargon...Murphy has the toots. In the worst way. I was so upset last night. Traci yelled at me for something that I did not even do wrong. Just becasue I did not do something according to the way she would do things. She tried to justify why she yelled at me and I let her know that there is NEVER a reason to yell at someone like that ( Read more... )

OK Yet another quiz stolen. Thisone is from Sher ( Read more... )

OK I am really upset at this point. I am waiting for Marv to get home from work (@1:13 in the afternoon!). He was supposed to get off of work at 7 am. I was supposed to be at work at 10 am. Goose is home from school because he has a case of the sniffles and a mild cough. I am mad because Marv has not called me since 7:46 am. I need to know what is ( Read more... )

I have an appointment with my minister at 10:30 am! Goose is coming home too! I have a doctor's appointment!

YIPPEE!

I love life and I love GOd! He has blessed me so!

PEACE!