when i run away. i really don't want to be followed.

i don't know exactly what it is just yet but i know that i want more.
need more. in order to fulfill my soul. and only time will tell.

is it better to be extremely similar and repel or to be opposites that attract?

today i substitute taught at the elementary school for mrs. stasiak's 3rd grade kids. they were pretty well behaved and it was actually pretty fun. i'm thoroughly exhausted right now, but it's okay because now i'm finally making some kind of money. Tomorrow i'm subbing again as a special ed teacher and then going straight to babysitting for the ( Read more... )

I'm home for the summer and I've decided to enjoy being surrounded by the people and things I like the most. Whether or not i'll be entirely fullfilled this summer has yet to be determined, but I suppose it's up to me and the extracurricular things I choose to partake in rather than the mindless things I have been doing. I don't feel bad yet ( Read more... )

hi, world. i haven't posted publicly in over 3 months. i've had much to say and no privacy, therefore i've been posting friends only or privatizing completely. lately, what needs to be said is being said without judgement and that feels much better than knowing some people read or have read my sometimes complicated or sometimes quite simple ( Read more... )

i've grown up a lot in the past year. perhaps 2007 will be about reverting back ever so slightly to the carefree things and forget that i'm getting old and time really is flying.

i come so close to saying what I need to say that ( Read more... )

When a person normally thinks of summer they think about being with their friends, pure bliss, carefree, lazy days filled with sand and sunburns. Oh, and the occassional work on the side of course. When a person thinks about summer camp, most of these characteristics come to mind, right? Wrong. What I thought was going to be the childhood summer ( Read more... )

i would like nothing more than to bang my head against a wall. repeatedly.