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Sep 10, 2005 00:57


i miss my mom. a lot. and i feel like such a horrible person as i look back on last summer. i left the country the day before she went into the hospital. i was gone for two weeks. i barely stayed home to be with her. at least thats what it seems like.  it feels like i was always gone. that whole summer. i was out everyday. and then school and dance ( Read more... )

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ame_azingx September 10 2005, 14:38:02 UTC
basically when i first started talking to you or atleast becoming friends with you, was last year in shakespeare, and i completely remember that day. i remember feeling really stupid that i didnt know, and that i probably made you feel worse, and i really didnt know what to say. i feel bad i couldnt make it to the wake, but i know there was something i had to do that day/night and i really couldnt make it. even though you're my best friend, i never knew your mom. i met her once at one of the recitals two summers ago, and i remember you were holding her arm, and i thought it was really sweet. and i remember seeing how much you looked like her. but from being in your house, and listening to you talk about her, and reading this, i know she really was an amazing person, and it makes me sad to think that i didnt get to know her. but i know for one thing, that she has an incredible daughter that she is proud of, and im proud that her daughter is my best friend. im extremely lucky to have you, everyone is, and i love you. i know i could ( ... )

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driftedregrets September 10 2005, 21:43:41 UTC
mary, youre a great kid and always in good spirits no matter what, and always making people smile. and even tho i never met your mom, shed be proud of you and the person youve become. mary mahoney i love you and no matter what, if you ever need to talk, ill always be here to listen. <3

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jason_like_whoa September 11 2005, 03:50:52 UTC
i love you mary.

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='( xo8shanny2ox September 11 2005, 15:24:57 UTC
mary i am in tears reading that. you know your mother will always love you no matter what. i am always here for you and i hope you know that! i love you so much! keep your head up hun!

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you're awesome anonymous September 11 2005, 19:00:44 UTC
theres a billion ways people deal with stuff. some people cry, some peole get angry, others are just numb to it....theres nothing at all that you did wrong. do not at any point feel guilty, because this is just the way you dealt with it. it wasnt disrespectful, and it doesnt make you love your mom any less. I'm sorry that i never met your mom...but if she's half as awesome as you, then she was an amazing person. Keep your head up, you're a strong girl, and just making through each day says a lot about your character. You're in my thoughts, and your mom is in my prayers. And i promise you, no matter how long its been, you will NEVER forget her, and your memories of her will be what keeps her spirit alive.

<3Abby

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