ok so its been a whole fucking summer since i've updated, that's pretty damn sad. anyways, living in chelmsford kinda sucks because i still don't really know anyone, and a boy that i went out with was an asshole, surprised? HA not me. but whatever, it's his loss, not mine =). i work at the java room, which is cool, i love the people i work with, ( Read more... )

yeahhh so i am moving to chelmsford with krissy like next week!!!! i'm excited because it will be a nice change, but it's gonna be really sad leavin the house i've lived in my whole life, especially because i have so many memories with my mom =/. the last day i leave here i know i'm gonna be drowning in tears and i don't want that to happen, but i ( Read more... )

dudeeee. ok so i just got in from a long day at work =( 330-945. but it went by quick cuz marcos visited me for like 4 hours =) such a sweetheart. but yeah, im soooo tireddd! tomorrow i have work 3-945..thats suicide! lol ahhh so i decided that im gonna get an apartment with krissy. its gonna be hard to pay, but i think it will be nice living with ( Read more... )

ok so today basically sucked for the most part. the only thing good about today was sleeping late and actually having a cooked meal for dinner. after i woke up, my nose started bleeding really bad. i went to dunks with krissy. then the open house was starting soon so we left and went to look at apartments in saugus, peabody, and danvers. no luck. ( Read more... )

ok so i havent updated in months, big deal u should be used to it. i guess sometimes i just feel like this is the only way to express my sorrows since i don't talk to anyone else. i don't think i write anythin good in these anymore. honestly. tonight was like the worst night. i think it's just more difficult to go to family functions cuz it just ( Read more... )

yeah so let's just say this hasn't been the best weekend. friday morning i talked to my aunt n she bought my prom dresss! =) thats all set, now i just have to find a date which is pretty much hopeless for me. when i talked to my aunt she gave me the bad news that my great aunt pete, who is an awesome person, has breast cancer and my great aunt ( Read more... )

it has been yet another like 5 months since i've updated lol. sorry =/ just got away from it i guess. let's see, valentines day is tomorrow, and still i have no boyfriend to spend it with =/. i hate valentines day cuz its just a reminder to single people that theyre single. it's stupid and a waste of a day. i have to work in florist tomorrow =/ i ( Read more... )

heyyy what's upp. im bored so im updating. so my birthday was awesome i was so surprised. first my awesome friends surprised me at our papa gino's fundraiser and had a cake there for me n everything. then my family totally surprised me and all came there so it was awesome. i had a really nice day. i got an ipod nano, The OC 2nd season, one tree ( Read more... )

..until my birthday! =) i will be 17 and not sweet 16 anymore =/ lol. i kinda wish i could just skip over it because it will be hard going through with it without my mom. i'm not doing anything anyways. usually i will have a family birthday kinda thing, but i guess not this year. i don't even feel like anyone remembers. my sister nicole is acting ( Read more... )

haha yeah i just watched bridget jones's diary. that was def a cute movie. a nice love story ='(, wish one could happen to me. i hate being single so much, i just feel so lonely. im kinda talkin to someone, but i dont believe i feel the same way for him as he feels for me. and i feel bad , but i cant help it. he's a sweetheart n really cares about ( Read more... )