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[maryjaneisplain]

today has been one of the worst days i've had this semester. i should really just stop procrastinating about that paper of mine and get to work on it. i woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something. i glued part of my design project down wrong and since then nothing's been right. i have so much to do. no. i have so much i want to do well.

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[runawaytoday]

the same sort of asfa withdrawal occured with me last year and i lost my mind comletely (the letter missing from that word is one that is not able to work at the moment on my comuter, get it?)
so i started a cult and start dressing even more insanely and went even more insane.. and now i erform in tents as a cult leader devil and all that stuff and i arade through central ark laying insane noise music.. i hate that that letter is fucked u goddamn.

[littlefruitfly]

i laughed so hard as i read this my breath kinda caught in the back of my throat and i made funny strangled noises, which made me laugh harder and then i just sounded like a dying duck. it was great. (by the way, i was laughing at the lack of the letter "p." i wasn't mocking your baring of tony-soul.

i think i need a life-size tony-doll. that would make me feel better. i could sit with it and feed it french toast stick, syrup, and cottage cheese. except i wouldn't because then it would be sticky and stinky.

i love your mice. i want one. could you send me one? i want a tony-mouse. live, please. no stinky packages of dead mice stuck in sticky black goo. that isn't my thing, you see.

i wish you could sit with me some mornings while i finish my homework.

golightly

[bluemoonsundays]

i didn't want to eat with other people downstairs...i wanted to eat outside. never matter. i'm beginning to think we've been tricked into valuing education and advancement over people...maybe we all should've gone to the same school. i'd be happier, and it'd save so many minutes, and we'd make new friends too (we're all very different people after all), but we should value what we have.

"She smiled: that cheerless new pinch of a smile. 'But what about me?' she said, whispered, and shivered again. 'I'm very scared, Buster. Yes, at last. Because it could go on forever. Not knowing what's yours until you've thrown it away.'" Miss Holly Golightly, from Breakfast at Tiffany's

Re: golightly

[littlefruitfly]

i could not agree more. if i could re-do my decision, i would brave the cold, frigid, inpenetrable north to be near you. i wish, i wish, i wish i had realized that people are what's most important. i tell people often that the college search process is wrong. because my personal happiness may very well lie in being me with the people i love most, not being me on my own. (it may not as well.) and there is nothing wrong with that (and that is the point.). why is there so much emphasis on being an individual? being an individual is so hard. and i am the happiest i have been in college now that i am putting people before my schoolwork. the other night i said fuck my homework and went to hang out with people for a long time. and you know what, my grades are not so different from last year and i remember the night and the people, not the homework.

[be_crazy827]

aw dear AK. maybe you should take your laptop outside and sit in the sunshine to work on your paper? sunlight cheers people up.
(listen to me, taking the biological perspective. like philosophy all over again.) not that i have room to talk. my latest solitary obsession: observing my newly rediscovered lava lamp.
you should just come live in southside. UAB is cheap anyways, and you'd be scholarship-eligible again by next year.

[forthosetoknow]

i love you.
that is all.
dani.

[boogiemanslayer]

you should have spent more time downstairs, or outside like lindsey said. i would have joined you. would have enjoyed it. it's said that we werent real friends for more of high school, or any significant chunk of high school for that matter. i mean we wouldnt have bonded the same way to begin with because i didnt get the flying turtles till the end portion of my junior year, but im sure that we could have found other fun things to do. you would have hung out with me and laramie more. you would have been there to watch my unexplicably dumb ass fall about 15 feet from the rope hanging from the dance studio to the hard floor. (they say that that floor is "sprung" or something you know, softer, has "give" to it. makes it easier on your body for jumping and landing. I can assure you that it isnt. and if i had pictures of the ridiculous bruise on my ass, i'd give you proof too.) or that time i was in the back of cameron's truck and he slammed on the breaks and i flew into the window and broke it with my head. (which was a good

[boogiemanslayer]

"said" = sad