as if things were not bad enough....

 
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i'm having a real shitty time here ( Read more... )

I need some friends. anyone want to hang out with me? i'm moving to mckinley tomorrow so if you want to chill just hit me up.

Why do i save the things that hurt me? maybe this is half my problem. that i have reminders. i cant just forget ( Read more... )

I think andrew hates me. probably for good reason but how the hell am i supposed to know. everything that happens in my head is some sort of distorted jumbled mess that no one can decipher not even myself. I just dont understand how i became this person ( Read more... )

i'm worried that andrew has become the only thing in my life that gives me any kind of enjoyment and if i stay i'll eventually drive him crazy and he will want nothing to do with me

You Lions have been tested ever since Saturn entered your sign in July, 2005. Even if you have already been through major transition, your current actions will still have important ramifications over the weeks ahead. Consider the tasks before you; if you are trying to take on too much, you may be forced to let go. Make adjustments now by taking ( Read more... )

I have to be to work in an hour. i havent cried yet so that's a good sign. But it is friday and i had the last 2 days off so it isnt like my schedule is too strenuous or anything. It helps that I have a couple of things to look forward to tomorrow, the first is a viewing of a sublet on hoover with andrew, the second is a quick trip home for the ( Read more... )

it took everything i had and then some to get through today. I would not have made it without andrew being there everytime i needed him. when i woke up i was a crying sobbing mess. andrew made tea and smoked a bowl with me and i was able to make it to work (late after getting lost but i made it).  at lunch i almost had a meltdown which was put off ( Read more... )