Well tonight was crazy. I went to funway w jennie and lissa. i hung out with jess like the whle time. i had soooo much fuking fun. jess is so so awesome. but now idk a lot of things are fucked up, and idk i just talked to chris and now im crying and he said thigns that were like so true and i guess i didnt want to hear, and i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

I went to friendlys with Lisa today. It was wicked weird, so many people were there- Dianne, Caroline, Jennie, Kerri, and Lissa. So that was cool. Then Lisa and I went back to my house and we watched SAW, which is so fucking insane. It really really made me think about life and stuff. It is incredibly fucked up. But good too. Now I'm rewatching it ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today and it was really really sad. Because it was just like soo soo obvious how EVERYONE in my family hates me. Like I say something and no one listens or cares at all. And I don't know my mom always asks me 'why are you being like this?' and im just like im not being anyway, this is the way i am. and shes like you used to be ( Read more... )

So tonight was awesome. The beginning of the day was TERRIBLE. like awful, like i dont even want to talk about it. but tonight, amber, julie, paul, gim, malley, mike, ray, emily, jess, kerry, mike, and i went to friendlys adn that was fun. me and gim split a sundae lol. then we walked in the fucking freezing cold to the walpole mall. and that was ( Read more... )

Yuck. I'm really upset with stuff with chris. i feel like we went from being liek more than firends to not even beign friends anymore. ah. i hate it so so much.

chris never called... not yesterday.. not today. eh. whatever i guess.

today was alright. keyboarding was fun.. i feel bad for sean though, he's so cool. i got yelled at a lot though, my teacher hates me. after school i got to see paul for a little while. then i went to CVS with my mom and I saw Ryan's mom. Which was like so weird, because I don't ( Read more... )

..and he didn't call..

Today was okay. I guess people are thinking Diana and her friends are lesbians because our little game of suck and blow last friday. Haha. That's ridiculous, but I feel bad since it was my idea. Oops. Oh well, anyway ( Read more... )

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Today at lunch Debbie and I sat across from billy and deirdre and michelle and tom, and oh my god. it was so depressing lol, i want what they have so bad. im so jealous.