oh my god. so today was like really good, it went by so fast. and then im in last period and fucking paul comes to the door with flowers for me i was like oh my god this is so so awesome. and they were really really pretty. and he burned me the new 50 cent CD, which i really wanted. even though shane says its bad. but it was so sweet. paul is crazy ( Read more... )

The more I go to Church the less I believe in God. I almost laughed in church today. They were liek at the name of our Lord Jesus Christ we will kneel and bow our heads and i was just like okay are you fucking kidding me. and they did some play shit, talking about how when jesus was going to be crucified the people were like if you are the lord ( Read more... )

Ah. yuck. thats so annoying. i guess its kinda what i wanted though. or to know anyway. becuase thats what i was looking for him to tell me. so i could stop waiting i guess. but its still hard. and idk, its not what i want, but i know its right and i know its better that way. because everything is insane right now, and i know it doesnt work. that ( Read more... )

i feel like i should do this- so just comment and fill it out. i stole it from erick, but everyone has it. awesome <3 ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to South Shore Plaza with Diana, got some shirts. Oh my god, guess who I saw there. Ashely and Kayla. Which is like such a fuckign weird coincidence. Idk. That kinda made me in a bad mood but it was okay. Then I went home wicked excited cuz Lisa Jennie and a bunch of other ppl and I were gunan hang out. But Jennie calls me and is ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Diana's Birthday, Sydni and I went outside at like 6 45 and spray painted Happy Birthday Diana on the street adn Sydni put up a balloon and I had cupcakes with a candle in it- It was all really cute and fun. Sydni got Diana a card that like everyone signed ( Read more... )

Well now I have something to fucking write about. I can't stand my parents. Like I understadn when they're mean to me when I'm mean to them, but like today I tried so hard to be sweet to them and I made conversation wiht them just to be nice and then they flip out on me for now reason- just to be gay. theyre so fucking psychotic. I liek ask abotu ( Read more... )

i feel like i should update, but nothings really happened. today absolutely hated me. i got chocolate on my beige pants- on my crotch. it was awful. but hilarious. and then my bracelet broke and beads went flyign everywhere. french was fun though, with lisa jess and meggy. and omar ;) haha. sean bought me a pencil in florida. that was sweet. at ( Read more... )

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Tonight I went to friendlys with alycia. which was wicked nice, cuz i missed her so bad. it was fun too- excpet like it ended up beign like 25 bucks and we split chicken fingers and had ice cream so it was fucked up, but fun :) i <3 her.