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why is there always an era ending around and under and over me? I feel as though I'm falling. Why am I always falling!??!  I'm so sick of this dizziness, this spiral downwards.

Why couldn't you guys be strong enough?

BE STRONG

Nevermind, you failed. Fuck you and your downshifted eyes. Grow some balls. Get over it.

I'm falling unto and into myself over and over again to a point that I don't know which way is up and when I'm down ( Read more... )

The grass stains on my knees? They don't mean a thing.

I'm praying like a sinner on my knees for a wake up call, a reality check, a reason to keep moving on.

I'm running in circles inside my head and around our hearts and it's getting me quite dizzy.

I look in the mirror and I no longer recognize myself, and I'm  not sure I enjoy these feeling of ( Read more... )

i can't believe it's been so long. i want to stand still in time - we're growing up so fast, and everything's moving around me in blurred circles. i don't even know who you are anymore, or where i am. i'm pretending, but that's all i can do.

hotel humanity called, they want yesterday back.

i've been lonely, i've been waiting for you.
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he calls her up
he's tripping on the phone now 
he doesn't want her out there and alone now
he knows she's moving; knows she's using it
now he's losing it
..she don't care

<3/ love from, her

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'cause there's holes in the floor of Heaven
and their tears are pouring down
that's how we know they're watching
wishing they could be here now
and sometimes when we're lonely
just remember they can see
there's holes in the floor of Heaven
and they're watching over you and me

"Daddy don't be sad, 'cause I know Mommy's watching"

welcome, everyone to the day we hoped would come and now that's it's hear, wish we could reverse..

as i walked down the hallways these past few months, i've come to realize.. we'll never be walking down them as students of this school ever again. it got harder and harder with every day to not cry - but why? we should be celebrating! we're done, it's ( Read more... )

i think you can do much better than me
after all the lies that i made you believe...

(i told myself i won't miss you
but i remember.. 
what it feels like beside you)

.....p.s.
it's funny that you're calling me tonight, 
and yes i've dreamt of you too...

dear world;

i feel like you're coming to end over and over again. this crushing, pulsing, hurting roar deep inside me feels like it wants to come out time and time again, yet sits ther,e boiling up inside, wishing it was over.

it's only you, beautiful...
or i don't want anyone..
if i can choose, it's only you...