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Depressed
Wots going on?!? I can't get lj on my browser on my fone! Luckily the iPhone has lj software!!
I'm cold, fat and ugly! When will life get better?!?? I don't want 2b like this! Alone! I can't believe he doesn't want me back! We where amazing 2gethr!
I haven't eaten yet...I never want 2again! I want 2die :(
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i'm back
well its been so long since i'v written here, i feel like a stranger, i'm still 106. am fighting to reach 80 but i cant help myself sumtimes, i'm really good during the day, but later at nite when i'm hanging out with my boyf it's hard.
things hav been hard this summer. strangely things with the boyf hav been good, we havent really argued in ages, ( Read more... ) -
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i just bought new scales! weightwatchers!
so....earlier i was 109 pounds!!! sick!!!
and now it says 88! now i;m loving it but know i must have broken them on the way home!!!
i'm avoiding mirrors 4the rest of the nite and enjoying pretending 2b 88 pounds!!! lol! i wish!! soon thou.....
and how is everyones day going?
love marieann xox -
why do i binge?
so i'm lying in bed looking at my fav thinspiration pictures and wondering wots came over me. i used 2b so disiplined! now when i say used i mean 3 weeks ago i wud never hav dreamed i cud eat so much in one day! and i'v been doing this a long time, i'd gotten pretty good at restricting!
i mean i start of well, fast til lunch then 50 cal slimasoup. ( Read more... ) -
bad day
help! binge alert! why cant i just stop ( Read more... )
