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nobody ever updates this thing anymore.

when did life get so effing confusing ??????

so this is goodbye

My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works...

My heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky.
So was it when my life began;
So is it now I am a man;
So be it when I grow old,
Or let me die!
The Child is father of the Man;
And I could wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.

scratch that.

I am indeed going to Vegas. my family, myself included, are indecisive

so pictures to come.

Coco, my gorgeous dog gave birth to 5 breathtakingly beautiful puppies on the day of January 28, 2005 from the times of 2-4:45. Hopefully I'll post some pictures soon.

I don't remeber being this happy ever ever ever.