I've discovered parts of me
As I grow
But as we fragment and drift away
I begin to know more

I know today I am powerful
Because I opened up my heart

I thought I was facing clay
The heat kept you whole and dry
But the blood is mine
We were close to one
The rain came falling
And I liquefy
As you watched on

I rebuild myself
Tell them that the blood is mine

I came into your home, a system
with established bonds, but diverged
I said I flowed
I'm second
I flow, I'm second
I'm rigid, I'm a torrent
I want to be first
I want to leave your home, your system
Establish my own bonds, converge
Still flowing, but first

It's scary
It's beautiful
I'm open to the daggers
One day
You'll take me as I am

Do you understand?
My inner doubts
Release blocked
While you are free to sprout
Do you understand?
We hold
You say you're happy
I don't know
Do you understand?

I share
I split
A part of me back home
A shard of me performs
Facade
Respond with wit
In truth it's me
And me alone
The truth
I won't admit

Work piles up
Study in between
Impatient others
I say wait
We plan
You don't wait
Did you forget?

Leo was lukewarm

Then Leo was hot

Staying the night, and breakfast and brunch mean that I can't focus on studying and my papers.

You're going too fast
Know that I want it now
I don't want it at all
But I miss you
And you won't leave me alone

You're too much
And I'm enough
You become me, I become you
So I change

I'm terrified because I feel
I feel like I'm terrified