Okay that's enough boys.

Give me more boys.

no more drugs

I'm making conscious efforts to understand my desires. I'm listening to what I want and how I want it, to find the right fit and respectfully decline those who don't meet those expectations ( Read more... )

I hate snapchatting people. Don't snap me.

let's finish together
let's take our time, taste the moment
and make it feel like it's forever

incongruent are I
not a king like you tell
even if I try
you don't know me well

we gaze
I avert it, look there
don't see me
I've nothing to share

you want to be here
I want to be there
you want to be here
I want to be there

we're here and there
we're never there
I'm there
I'm nowhere

I lie to you
and I tell
you that
I
am who
you want me
to be, to be
inside, have you beside
while you seek
stability that
I
can't provide
I will tell
you that I've lied

half-eaten burger--vegan
cold fries
not the same me
I did it again

dark experiences
my heart is still, nothing flows
holding my hand as if we came out of light

glided on electricity
deconstructed my psyche
notice my eccentricity
your eyes whirling around me

damn day
divine depression defeats dreams
damn day
desire devours defeat
damn day
determination deriving deep desire
damn days
damn days
damn days