moew.

I'm going to see Scott in 8 days. I'm not sure -how- but I will. Damnit.


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I woke up this morning with my alarm beeping at me I stared at it for what I thought was a minute, but was actually 15 when I realized that it was a clock that I was looking at. I couldn't figure out what it was doing with it's incessant eenh eenh eenh eenh. I was -that- tired. And that's not mentioning that my throat was on FIRE. So I had a few ( Read more... )

It's supposed to snow tomorrow. I still don't have boots. I have one pair of none dress-up footwear. Converse hightops.

Shit.

In other news, I got another tattoo tonight.

... coffee
... a cigarette
... a whiskey and coke
... sex
... another cigarette
... a nap.

in that order.

thank you. that is all.

edit: thank you paige

my sister messaged me on aim tonight. said that i should be a truck driver with her. of course the idea of spending countless hours in the cab of a truck with my sister is less than desirable but ... but ( Read more... )

I need something (someone) to focus my attention on.

well that was nice while it lasted.

my throat hurts from singing/screaming.
my cheeks hurt from smiling.

finally.
fucking finally.

not to be the ever pessimist, but i don't think it's entirely over, this is probably just a break in the clouds

pearl jam makes it all feel better. somehow... right now... it's all better. it'll pass.. within minutes but for now... this second... i'm smiling.

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