to my friends

[mashelyn]

i don't know this person i have become & to be perfectly honest i don't think i like her. i have obtained habits that i once found irritating in others & worst of all i am secluding myself. i am pushing...no, more blocking. i am blocking so much love, support & friendship because i believe to be undeserving. somewhere there is a pale light gleaming

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[frakkinfabulous]

I'm so glad you posted. I've been really really worried about you. I've also been very concerned that I hurt or disappointed you in some way. I know you've had a big transition and a lot of stress and I've been not so available thanks to the new addition in our family and my own life stuff. If I did, I sincerely apologize and please let me know so I can work toward making a change and being a better friend. But, I want you to know that I support you no matter what, love you unconditionally and will be there with a big hug, smile and "I missed you!" when you want or need it.

<3 always, your bff

[mashelyn]

you have not hurt or disappointed me in the slightest. dear you are incredible. if anything i have felt like i am letting you down. i feel so badly about it. i am quite possibly the worst bff ever. i mean honestly. my behavior the last 6 months is completely unacceptable & it kills me that i know what i am doing but know that i can't make any changes right now. soon though i will be the old michelle. i swear.

[frakkinfabulous]

You're not even close to the worst BFF ever. Don't worry! I've just been worried that for some reason you felt you couldn't come to me. I want you to know that no matter what, you can always come to me. I'm always here for you. And you don't need to worry about becoming the new Michelle for me. I'll be there for you during the transition as well.

Plus, man we gotta be BFFs... we have matching icons!