last night i bought my first maternity clothes. i went basic & got jeans, capris & leisure pants. i was putting it off because i felt like it was too soon. it made me feel huge. you know what though, now that i have, i don't care. they are the MOST comfortable pants. ever. it really helped put me in a better mood. honestly, i am a new women ( Read more... )

after being told matt & i probably wouldn't be able to have children, the natural way, we discovered on 3/12, we are in fact having a baby! we're both beyond excited & can't wait to meet our little bundle of joy ( Read more... )

it's nearly 7:30 am...i have been up for two hours. working. i hate doing QA. that's really all i have to say. i am going to go back to sleep, hopefully by 8.

also new pics of the puppy.


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though my journal never really had a specific direction, i have decided to journalize the life & times of working with a certain one tom horan. it's kind of ridiculous i didn't start this sooner. no need to panic, i have all the emails & IMs to piece back through the last 9 months and 29 days of my "life". i used air quotes because while i was ( Read more... )

i actually forgot my password...which lead to my discovery of livejournal's poor security. anyway it's a cool sunday evening & i am sitting in my sort of completed, well completed enough to use my brand NEW iMac, office using my brand NEW iMac!!! did i mention i have a brand NEW iMac??? it's starting to feel real...i own this. i decorated this. ( Read more... )

i don't know this person i have become & to be perfectly honest i don't think i like her. i have obtained habits that i once found irritating in others & worst of all i am secluding myself. i am pushing...no, more blocking. i am blocking so much love, support & friendship because i believe to be undeserving. somewhere there is a pale light gleaming ( Read more... )

i think i lost my glasses

i am busy with school & work & starting my own business. i just need to vent ( Read more... )

today was a bad day.