First off: I'm going to be making some generalizations here, that I know are not always true. But I'm bitching a little, so deal ( Read more... )

There are so many things that I want to say here, that have been bottled up for a hell of a long time, and just need to be said ( Read more... )

o, as most of you probably know, 3 years ago, NAU got rid of my major of choice, Arts Management. I came across the idea after working as part of the choir leadership group in high school, most specifically my first 3 years there. Working behind the scenes of the arts - theatre and music specifically - has been one of the most fun/exciting things I ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm beginning to have a bit of a problem. I am no longer able to focus. Even with my anti-depressants, anti-anxiety pills x 2, etc, I still cannot get my self to settle down and complete what needs to get done ( Read more... )

Well my semester in Phoenix is going alright so far. My classes are pieces of cake. I'm working, but not making enuf money. So, it looks as tho I'm looking for a second job. Joy ( Read more... )

So, I'm officially in Phoenix. I have a job, house (well, back with my parents, but whatev), just still working on the life... haha. I have a bit of a life, just not as much as I'd like to. So, if you're ever bored, or want company, or anything like that... hit me up!!! haha ( Read more... )

Well yesterday the words were just ready to flow out of me, but I crashed before they made it to the page. Now I'm gonna try to force them out cuz I just need to say what I'm thinking. Yes it's going to be a rant, but this is more for me than anyone else, I thought just maybe this would help others understand ( Read more... )

I did it... AGAIN. I've really gotta fucking stop falling in this freaking pattern. I'm so mad at myself, I can't explain it. Unfortunately, when this happens, my anxiety goes up, and makes it even worse again. I NEED HELP. Not just medical, I'm getting that. I need to know people have faith in me. I just need to get through this way too long rough ( Read more... )

Finally! Multiple days of happiness, after like 2-3 months of being freaking miserable every freaking second of my life. 5 days. I'm keeping a tally. I think it helped that I got to sit on my ass and do absolutely NOTHING for 5 days straight. Just let me calm and mellow out with out worrying about anything.

Maybe more later.

I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE GET TO ME AND BRING ME DOWN ( Read more... )