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hey yo! well, i actually bought alcohol last night. i got fuckin drunk with daffyhaylox666! it was so much fun! haha well, i was a lot drunker than she was. but i decided to go for it and try again buying the alcohol tonight. so thats what we're gonna be doing tonight as well. ahahah yeah man....fun shit. this is the first entry i've written that i havn't been ( Read more... )

He said it would be okay when i got some rest. Everything will be fine in the morning. Well, its not. He is the ONLY one that can make me feel better. He kinda fucked up yesterday, but i know that he didn't mean to. Just the fact that his friend says, "well why did you give in?" and then hes all, "ya you're right. I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IN!" and the ( Read more... )

Okay, i know that I shouldn't be jealous of a damn website with people i know hes never gonna meet. But I REALLY don't like him saying shit like, "why do you tempt me?! so far your my favorite person to look at" in other girl's profiles!!! it pissed me off!!! FUCK! now I'm gonna be think about it all day. he shouldn't be fucking TEMPTED ( Read more... )

Well, me and Jon talked everything out! and I mean EVERYTHING! I'm really glad that we have such an understanding relationship and we're both equally willing to change what we were doing wrong. Not changing ourselves....but not doing some things....ya know like....lying, cheating, and shit like that. We look out for each other and we love each ( Read more... )

this REALLY sucks. I lied to my bf KNOWING that i shouldn't, and I did it anyway. God! well, maybe if I didn't think he would flip out about me hanging out with all my old guy friends I wouldn't have lied. FUCK!

Awake Again ( Read more... )

I feel like such a goddamn loser. i'm a broke ass mother fuckin white girl who can't AFFORD like what....5 bucks for a premium account. PLus I have NOOOOOOOOOO flippin idea how to do this .html shit. its all bulllshit to me. whenever I have a journal people wonder why i bitch. because i HATE being limited on what the hell I can do. Plus no one ( Read more... )

Look at this hot ass!

I'm high.