aww it's already August and I feel so weird not being on vacation.
I miss 3-month-vacation I used to have. 

I have lots to update.

I really wanna talk right now and I can't  sleep. So many things are going through on my mind and I can't decide one single thing. I need to take a break, stop and use the time just to think.

ive been back in japan for 8 months now

and im getting fed up with the busiest life here...

i just wanna rrrrrelax!

Ito Hideaki is still so good looking to me!
he's on this drama called "First Kiss" right now. They're playing like the 7th episode now. i dont watch much tv any more so i didnt know until today about it but hmm hes cute!

im runnin outta time...
i just cant fail this exam any more............. >_

yeah so people might think how pathetic i am...
but i really WAS today... as i sank into my thoughts deeper and deeper while I was on a train...

also, looking at grandpa's picture on the Buddhist altar almost made me cry...

maybe it was just an emotional day for me today.

I dont wanna be those rediculous grown-ups. sadly, im 21... it is at the age ( Read more... )

but i dun feel comfortable any more...
this is something you face once you start blogging...

ive been such an internet whore...

i dont hate it... and i know i used it whenever and for whatever.

it had been such an easy life that i was carrying on cuz i didnt really have anything serious to worry about...

buh, it "had been".

not. any. more.

…体重を…。

Happy holidays and happy new year!

and I'll have to leave...

I'm so not ready but time flies.

I know there will be never enough time.

And I know one more thing... I'm gonna miss Chicago so much and don't wanna forget these last days.

I'm done with College!
I'm done with the whole education system!!!!

Friday:had last finalz
Saturday:had very first job interview in mah life
Sunday:got that job!

I can't believe how everything went by so quickly and I've already gotten a job!!!!!