well im writting in here b.c where i would normally write the people that read it i dont want to see this side of me. i dont understand girls. i mean what do we have to do? i hate not knowin if im tryin too hard or not hard enough. i mean i know its clear to her how much i like this girl. i dont know maybe its pointless. maybe its karma for the ( Read more... )

haha wow. what a great weekend. shit faced friday, sky diving saturday morning water fall cliff jumping that afternoon. camping on north shore mudding in order to go cliff jumping in the pacific at 10 at night with 5 drunk fucks. so far its been a great weekend. well hope everyone is have a horrible time b.c im havein a great time and im better ( Read more... )

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.

why is it that any time i have something good to look forward too it must be ruined? any one know? i sure the fuck dont. all i know is this happens all the time. so i have throughly decided that i no longer give 2 shits about anything. i no longer look forward to anything. nothing good ever happens. so fuck everyone. sorry everyone is envolved in ( Read more... )

so ya stuck on the ship on a beautiful saturday. im horribly upset right now. i want to cry. so anys. nothing special going on. super bowl sundaytomorrow. only if i cared. tobad im getting a fuckin tat bitches. on my fucking leg. so fuck all of your lives. blah to you. so any ways. hit me back fuckers more people better start posting or im gonna ( Read more... )

so yes things here are all right. but i got some bad fucking news. about something im not taling about on here just say its gonna cost me tons o money. but what eva. so ya i have decided that i need to get many tattoos now. i paid a lil visit to suicide girls and have decided that i need way more tats than i have. goddamn it i love them. i love ( Read more... )

so well hawaii is fucking out standing and is the most beautiful place on earth. but im only here b.c i sold my soul to something that i grow to hate more and more everyday. its like everytime something good happens i end up getting fucked and what ever was good doesnt mean shit b.c i just got fucked. its a never ending battle. i have nothing out ( Read more... )

well im sitting in dallaas airport with my buddy chuck. we are both waiting to check connections. its almost 6 am and i start bording soon. so ya just wanted to give youfuckers a heads up that im back and see who wants to hang. soo fuckers hit me o here or hit the celly.(god that is so fucking gay) later.
bryanhimself

so any ways. yes i will be home in like a week. so it is 1230 and i have to wake up at 430 its gonna suck but who cares. so ya i have seen to horrible movies i n2 days. blade 3 and ocean's12 both were not worth the money spent. only thing that saved blade was that jessica biel is so amazingly hot. thats it. that movie is like a one long fucking ( Read more... )

so ya be for warned to all those who may see me when i come home. i just recieved the worst military haircut i have ever gotten. it is fucking horrible. i look just like a fucking jar head. its terrible. i have 14 days to let it grow out so im hoping be the grace of myself that is grows out to a decent length. it was fucking outstanding until about ( Read more... )