I have been getting really depressed lately, one person comes to mind quite often now, and I couldn't stop thinking about her and what I have done to her, Jordan Baker. some of you might know her or not. I love this girl, cause if I didn't I wouldn't feel bad for hurting her. I think it is God convicting me, I don't remember His voice ( Read more... )

I have forgiven her. but I am still angry.

and she will still not talk to me.. no matter how many times I call... makes me sad.

well I am in a lose/lose situation. and I really don't care. is that bad?

love you and miss you hoffman. (that is random. and has nothing to do with the 2 other girls.)

-Brian

well I have to start everything over again emotionally.. spiritually.. I hate loseing it all, all that hard work and pain I put people through. now I have to fix it and do it all over again. back to square one. I cannot afford to lose it again, for my sake and my families sake, both present and future. but this time I am not alone :) I ( Read more... )

Guess it's in all those small things ( Read more... )

and the dragon was awoken..Idk what to do with myself.. I hurt the one person I care about the most. and I cannot live with that ( Read more... )

so yeah... last night I was sposed to go out with some friends at 8, they didn't get here until 9:30.. ahh well... we went to this NEW arcade! it looks so cool and is RIGHT infront of my house! so I was like why not? sweet!! it turns out that you have to be 21 or older to get in. it is one of those "gambleing" arcades... ( Read more... )

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house ( Read more... )

what is the point?
where shall I go to die?
who will find me before my death?
is there anyone?
or am I alone.

I think she likes me.. but I am not totally certain.. I am really thinking about asking her out.

but I know I like her.

-Brian

YOU GUESSED IT! I GOT MY SOUND TO WORK!!! WOOT WOOT!

I really missed my sound. more then you know! hehe

-Brian

p.s. please tell me why I am a friend