I would like the following things for my birthday...
- One passionate kiss
- One sensual hug
- A good hair day
- A reason to keep existing, instead of just existing because I am.
- contacts...perhaps the only thing tangible.

I think of you, in my dreams,
When night winds encircle me,
The soft darkness creeping in,
Now in love, with swelling heart,
In your arms, for so long I’ve missed.Just a little bit of a poem which I've yet to complete. Have you ever met someone where just the slightest touch of their skin sent every nerve ending in you humming, just the sight of ( Read more... )

Much better day today....
They found the CD I lost at Party City!! :-) So I got to return that and now have one green day cd and ten dollars :-). Meeeeep. I also got a free homecoming t-shirt from a friend, I couldn't afford to go, but I wanted a shirt, and you can't get one unless you buy a ticket. So she gave me her boyfriends because he doesn't ( Read more... )

I bought the Green Day cd. twice. because I of course lost it the first time...gah. oh well. shit happens. Its an amazing cd.

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ok. so I was going to write about how Im' feeling better and I am going to go buy the Green Day album tommorow, and I'm really excited. but no. oh no. My friend brings up this... "did you hear us when you stayed the night?" GOD. WHY? and then...oh then... "OH GOD DID I TOUCH YOU ON ACCIDENT ( Read more... )

I'm really sad ( Read more... )

Here I sit in third block bored as hell lol. I've been sitting here for the better part of class talking to Ryan and watching him play Jumper. We shared hobbies, I watched him play jumper, and he watched me type in journals. woot the fun! *waves mini party flag ( Read more... )

oof. Tired. Spent the day with Mary for the most part getting music collected to burn some cds. It was fun :-). Robbie came over to pick her up and we all kind of sat around for a bit ( Read more... )

ok. So I had to adjust a few lines (thanks for the healthy criticism Jasmina :-)) But I like this.

Dreaming of you in the dark abyss,
Your lips of nectar deny my kiss.
Eyes of twilight and the midnight after,
Dreary weeping fills your laughter.
Through the pain your feeling weak,
Screaming for help unable to speak.
I can see the person, but ( Read more... )