just got my bottom set of braces, my teeth hurt so much worse than just the top set. im gonna go take some codine, then everything will be fine... except my homework... it will suffer greatly.

so im way behind on everything becuase of this show! blarrrghghg, i really want to get decent grades this quarter, to prove to myslef that i am worth a damn in the theatre world. actually the only grade i might not do too well on is ENG 102, so im doing fine on that account. and once this damn show is over, i will have my nights back!!! yarrr!!!

so the show opened tonight, we run this weekend then the next, then at KCACTF. then i get my nights back. im so ready to not have to be at the theater every night. things are already calming down for me. but now i am focusin on my personal life more, and its kinda making me go crazy. running into people you havn't seen in a long time, makes you ( Read more... )

well the show opens tomorrow, i have a take home test to finish, a group project to finish (the group hasn't called me yet), six or seven pictures to get a hold of and no resources for them, an english paper to revise that was due today, two drawings to do, i think i have to drop my lab, because i can't find the time to work the lab hours because ( Read more... )

so i havn't slept in two days, so i am a bit touchy. i havn't slept because my landlor and my roommates friends have been partying here all week. now one of my roomies just fucking hit me because i got upset about not having slept in two days. i didn't even know what to do. i mean, shit is broken all over the place, my T.V. got peed on. and they ( Read more... )

so school is gonna be HARD this quarter. im alreayd dead and a half, and i have gone to class two days. though, tue - thur are my hardest days. so perhaps friday and monday will be better. im so damn tired. wish i could be drunk right now, but i got 5 hours of sleep, so it might mean death.

yay X-mas. i got a christmas bonus from work, and promply spent it all on presents for my immediate family. sigh. here's hopeing i can pay bills! stupid capitolism. this is a pagan holiday anyway, that must be why the music is soooo bad! its pagan music!

i think i got it. i just need to move on to soemthing new, stop being so messed up about what i am feeling now, and just move on. start over. yay.

so you know what really sucks? finding out something about yourself that makes you miserable. then thinking about it all day at work and feeling like you want to just go to sleep all day long, just so you won't feel what your are feeling. and it's not a bad thing, im not being emo here. its just that there is nothing you can do but wait, because of ( Read more... )

i recently found out i have a heart murmur. what is a heart murmur you ask? well a hear murmur is a general term for any extra noise your heart may make. such as a delay in a valve or something. well i had an echo-cardiogram, which is a sonigram of my heart. that got sent off to a cardiologist, and then i met the cardiologist today, went in for a ( Read more... )