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how i spent my election night.

i am overwhelmingly indulgent. emotionally and otherwise.
it's not even ten and already, all i want is a nap.
i need to start making lists again.

things are fucked up.

paper journal > live journal.
handwriting > typeface.

i don't know how to feel.

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i am conflicted.

i spin around in endless circles forgetting that the passing of days marks the loss of some invaluable abstraction. some purely conceptual and yet precious illusion of something in myself that i cannot locate.. like a faint star that fades out of view completely if you fix your eyes on it for even a moment ( Read more... )

drunk.

i am feeling queasy and i called in sick for work.