okay, so i haven't posted in about three months. i guess i just haven't cared that much. good news for those of you who know how naturally painful my existence is most of the time: i'm on anti-depressants. i failed two classes last semester and wanted to kill myself, so happy pills seemed like a better solution. i'm not using them to forget ( Read more... )

okay, so here's the gyst of everything ( Read more... )

i have decided to write my own private journal entries, but i am using a venue other than livejournal. it is called microsoft word. i have been so depressed, but i think i am coming out of it. i saw this movie recently that made me contemplate everything that has been going on with me and my life. i saw it on friday and bought the soundtrack ( Read more... )

BJ - you told me to dedicate an entry to you, so this is what i am doing. enjoy.

you are a lovely fellow, and i hope you find happiness somewhere outside the home depot.

oh and just a reminder, there are only fifteen minutes of rion's birthday left, but i just wanna let everybody (and especially him, because sometimes this kinda thing doesn't really sound as good on the phone) know that i love him and he will always have my heart in the palm of his hand. rion, i'm sorry you're not having fun on your birthday, cuz ( Read more... )

i have been so confused lately!!!! i guess my roommate already said it, i think i'm a lesbian. i really don't know a damn thing, because i haven't even been able to give myself an orgasm, so you can tell how crazy i am about sex. it's not rion. if it weren't for him, we wouldn't have even gotten as far as we have. we have had really good sex, ( Read more... )

amy loves rion forever!!!!!!!!

The only hope that fags have is to listen to the preaching of Westboro Baptist Church, which is none other than the message of Jesus Christ.

i am sorry for that last entry.

i am so bored right now. i feel so unmotivated, and rion keeps calling me and reminding me of the fact that he is having such an amazing time at mtsu. i guess i think i should be so occupied that i barely have time to sleep, but i find myself sitting in my room listening to cds, fantasizing about giving enough of a shit about something to be ( Read more... )