I wish I wasn't so fucked in the head.I just recently started talking to my ex again.Not sure but after all this time I started to get my head straight and I wanted to be an adult and talk to her.I just fall back into the same routine where I get confused and wonder what I'm actually doing,because I still have feelings for her yet she's moved on. ( Read more... )

I can't catch a fucking break.I wanted to go to day shift that fell through,I like third shift alot but I'm even less productive than usual.Why is it that all the fuck-ups get all the breaks/luck?Why is it that when I like someone or can see my self dating a girl I have to be way too old or unimpressing to women?Unimpressing is that a word?It is ( Read more... )

Well it's been over a year since my last entry,and guess what?Same shit different fuckin year.I've made some new friends but still no woman.I can't help but feel worthless and some days are better than others.I'm sick of hating myself,I guess it's from all the years of being put down and picked on that puts a damper on my self esteem/confidence/ ( Read more... )

Well I hung out with Eric and my Headstatic brothers this weekend.Went to a party and saw many many hot women.Sweet Jesus I was in snapper heaven.I was being responsible so I didn't drink,gotta take care of my bestest buddy.I watched eric go fuckin UFC on a dude for talkin shit.Mess with the bull and ya get the fuckin horns!!!I got a kick out of ( Read more... )

Woohoo I didn't take a nap today I feel so productive.I was kicked back at work talkin and workin go figure.I was bein my cool self as always everyone talkin to me and laughin at my jokes and what not.Oh wait that was a daydream I'm such a loser someone please end my misery.End my misery or give me a killer hummer either way leave a resume below ( Read more... )

Well I think I'll give this here journal a shot.Let's see today I worked then took a nap.That's all for now.Oh yeah thanks Charlotte for the top secret registration number.Later