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Still Alive.

Goddammit, Brodie.  Youre an emotional trainwreck.

Get help.

Oh yeah.
Happy Halloween.

It was around 80 degrees outside that night a few weeks ago.  It was 11 at night... and 80 degrees?  Can you believe it?  That was strange enough, but even stranger... I was outside.  I dont know why I was.  I never go outside let alone at 11 at night.
I stood out in the middle of the yard... just staring up at the sky.  The stars.  I breathed in ( Read more... )

Originally posted August 25, 2005:

You ever been out fishing, and you catch a fish that you really, really like, but you have to let it go?

I caught me a fish I really like. I look at the water. I look at the fish. I look at my cooler. I look at the fish again. I sit down and stare into the fishs eyes...

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I was looking for my All-in-One printer software disc when I found this.
It was tucked away neatly in a basket on the bottom of my shelf.
I had totally forgotten about it, and it was a shock to find it.
It does not have a smudge or a wrinkle in it.

"Dear Brodie,
I am writing this letter to express my love for you.  If you ever have any doubts about my ( Read more... )

Have you ever woke up and the morning and it felt like something was not right in your life?  Almost like something was out of place or missing?  Almost as if something is not the way it is supposed to be?

I have.
Every single morning.  :(

Last night I had a dream.
It was a dream about my funeral.
No one came to it.

It was the saddest dream I have ever had.

Remember that bitter handicapped kid I talked about 2 years ago?
If you dont, here is a link: http://master-brodie.livejournal.com/141540.html

He died this morning of natural causes...
I wonder if he was bitter until the bitter end....

My condolences.

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