Today was stupid.

I can't handle my family.

In fact, I can't remember a time I ever could handle them.

School is out soon.

Things will be better then.

My room is messy.

My rabbit is blind.

I work for dirt.

I live in a fantasy world.

And I had a weird dream two nights ago that I can't shake.

I'm sitting here, late at night, in front of the computer...with a fan running to drown out sound, bit it feels like summer. It's sooo close. Are you excited?

I just noticed that there are olny a few mood 'faces' but so many words...so I'm feeling quixotic, because it's a cool word and an awesome face.

Today is terrible

I miss Flopsy

My baby girl goat died

while I was babysitting

I feel like the angel of death

Ellie is next

Don't leave me baby girl

and my mommy isn't here

and I need her now

My babies keep dying before they are ready...before I'm ready. Heaven help me.

I though that since I paid for this account that I would update more often. Not so. Just wait until summer when I'll be updating 4x daily ( Read more... )

This is my last procrastination effort. I have watched part of a movie, kept people awake with my endless chatting, done laundry (important!). Now that I'm listing it, I' haven't done anything all that impressive. Either way, I need to write that stupid outline ( Read more... )

Another Mother's Day. Ugh. The day started off by going to church and I, for once, wasn't the reason we were late. Of course we had to sit right behind the people that I work for and my mother promptly started discussing children since it is, after all, Mother's Day. She was just astonished that Alex was a full 20 months old (same age as I was ( Read more... )

I always dread the first entry to a new blog. You're supposed to come up with something astonishing that shows insight and depth and, let's face it, who would write that on a blog? So I've avoided it for a day and now it's just time to write something. The question is, what? A first post is supposed to tell you something about me, but what do ( Read more... )