Ouuuuuch. ouch.

I saddled up my pony right ( Read more... )

so my most recent project at reachout has been organizing the inactive employee filing cabinet, aka filing cabinet of death. this thing  was ridiculous, drawers broken, nothing alphabatized, random shit stuck in random pages... but worst of all it's in the fucking storage closet. well, karma got reachout for making me work in the closet. to open ( Read more... )

vocab from my summer reading book. i'm always looking to expand my vocabulary =]

• harangue: address someone loudly and forcefully; to criticize or question somebody, or try to persuade somebody to do something in a forceful, angry way
• daguerreotype: an early photograph produced on a silver-coated plate developed in mercury vapor
• ebullient: lively and ( Read more... )

it's hard trying not be an emo kid.

what i want is simple in my mind. it could be simple in practice too, if everything weren't so damn complicated all the time.

i'm trying so hard. i cannot even express to you how hard i'm trying. but how can i ask myself to be different when the shit is still the same?

i'm trying to tell myself this does not matter ( Read more... )

i think i think too much ( Read more... )

fuck.

fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK.

fuck.

Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so ( Read more... )

is it possible to think about one person too much?

i've never thought about another person this much.

The morning's hot and harsh ( Read more... )