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My Feelings and Rants
I wish I knew how to express how powerful and intense and overwhelming my emotions were this morning. I know that's not possible. I'm going to try to explain it but I feel like I will fail to make you understand and that is comforting. I write it out and I'll understand because I am reliving, in a dull fashion, the emotions I felt this morning. I ( Read more... ) -
Changed Mood
The hate I felt this morning has subsided, for now, without the aid of medication. I'm not fool enough to believe that there's no way I'll ever feel that feeling again about that person. Bottled up emotions due to belief that the emotion I was feeling is wrong and because of years of suppression due to medication likely caused anger intensify and ( Read more... ) -
IT IS ALL I KNOW!
This is all I feel for First John. I dreamed about this and woke up to it continuing fully in my mind and every breath. It is just as strong now that I'm awake as it was when I was dreaming about it before I woke up with it ( Read more... ) -
Guess Who!?
I laid down at 2245 hours. It is not 0250 hours. No sleep in that time. -
Late Night Gift
I gave someone that I do not personally know and who doesn't personally know me a gift tonight. It is the only thing I have to give that is of any real value ( Read more... ) -
I Feel...
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Explaining Is Not Always Easy
You know how there are just certain things that can only be understood through personal experience ( Read more... ) -
It's Me Again
"Justin!" you say. "You went back to bed and fell asleep about 5 AM and it's 7:30 AM. What are you doing up and awake? You should be tired!"
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It's 4 AM!!!
It's 4 AM and you may ask yourself, "Justin, why by all that is fattening and unholy are you awake at 4 AM!?" That's an excellent question ( Read more... ) -
Visit To See My New Niece
I drove 7.5 hours to see her. I mostly sat around and read my Kindle while my new niece fed, pooped, and napped. I tried not to intrude on what my brother and sister-in-law were doing. They're going to have to figure out what to do when no one is around. Which, they'll be on their own after tomorrow. I also wanted to see her while routine was still ( Read more... )