tweeking til the day i die with my girl by my side

isnt it funny how every thing turns out just the way you dont want it how stupid of me how can i have been so blind why do i continue to let you hurt me why do i let myself be hurt why do i love you so much when all you show me is pain why do i do this to my self why cant i move on why cant i get you out of my head why cant i bracke free i cant ( Read more... )

am so happy ( Read more... )

yeah i got a new email so all my friends email ok stay intouch

heart_of_metal_and_fire@yahoo.com

i hate my life but there is someone that is helping me along and i thank god i needed some one right about know

i had a good entry but some how it got deleted so here it gose

talk to a nice guy last night i meet online and i dont feel depress any more and for those who didnt know i was depress for the few weeks but not anymore i feel better about myself and my life i have alot to offer and i do belive that am going to be happy again

I want to break free ( Read more... )

life sucks go kill your self what are you really missing more pain and hardship but thats just what life is all about if every thing was nice and ok all the time it really wouldnt be worth living because if there is no challenge nothing to over come whats the point i look at the hardship that are infront of me as a test to myself can i over come ( Read more... )

one thing after another now my cat is sick and it sounds bad why am i so far away from everything i love so much one thing after another god life sicks

maybe his mad becuase your obsessed with HIM lol

life sucks