I have been spending a lot of time at my mom and dad's house lately... I have been so stressed about everything... I have never been out of work for this long and it makes me so mad because I feel completely useless. I cant go out, due to lack of funds... and I just feel like I cant do anything right now. I have been talking to my mom and she has ( Read more... )

I know that lately I have been incredibly hard to get along with... and for that I am sorry. I have had no right to treat my loved ones as I have. So the following is a sincere aplogy to everyone individually ( Read more... )

So I had amy interview at Wal Mart today. I have a job... good times. I am starting next Monday and will be working there for a whole 2 weeks! It sucks ass. I cant wait until I am working at Wells Fargo... and I can just be happy ( Read more... )

I havent been in the best of moods lately... So I apologize to anyone that I may offend when I am being antisocial. I dont want to bring anyone down just because I am not very chipper. Ive been spending a lot of time alone... collecting my thoughts and whatnot. I havent really come to any real conclusions, but thats OK ( Read more... )

I have had a really good day. I slept very well. I was awaken really early... like 2am by a random, but welcome text message. So I was slightly disoriented, and somewhat confused and awake for like 15 minutes... then I went back to sleep and I was well ( Read more... )

Well... Here I am.... beginning what seems to be a never ending term of unepmoyment. I really did think I was doing the right thing when I decided to put a months notice in to Speedy Cash... but it bit me in the ass. And now I am completely screwed for over a month. But I am applying for part time jobs and I am reasonably sure that I will find ( Read more... )

So I went to work on Friday. I was in a good mood and ready to work because I knew that I only had 2 weeks left... I could handle 2 weeks... I was ready to face the day and get ready to leave Speedy Cash with a bang! But when I got to work after dropping a movie off at Casa Video, Ji called me into Chase's office... And I thought nothing of it. She ( Read more... )

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Well... here I am at home... I decided that I was going to call in today for no other reason than the fact that I just didnt want to go. I have been in this mood lately... and I have not been able to pull myself out of it. I have attributed this mood to several factors that seem to be plaguing my existance ( Read more... )

I dont know why, but I have not been in the best of spirits lately. I dont know what is wrong with me.... Why cant I pull myself out of this deep blue funk? *sigh* Maybe its a combination of different stresses.... I am sick of being broke, I am sick of my job, I am sick of my family... and the list goes on. All of that combined is just too much. I ( Read more... )