You know... something I miss about my relationship with barbie... and she does too... the innocents... We are so open and close. there is no shyness anymore... no innocents... I just kinda miss it a little...

Sex has become a chore again... but even then... I'm happy ( Read more... )

I have work at 3pm... I went to bed at 4am... I got up at 7am... all just so I could continue reading that manga...

I do have a softer side to me... and romance's, done in the proper way, truely move me...

It was good... very good... I'm touched...

and now I sleep

I LOVE the internet ( Read more... )

GOD DAMMIT ( Read more... )

Well, I've got a new job. I'll be starting it March 6th. I'll be a floor tech (the guy that buffs the floors) at San Jacitno Methodist Hospital. Lots of chances to get higher up and go back to college... more time to do things (2 days off a week) I have morninings off, 3-11, so Ic an take monring classes if I go school ( Read more... )

Sometimes after sex... I get really dizzy and light headed... and there is a ringing in my ears ( Read more... )

When I lock eyes with someone that I consider even remotly attractive, even for an instant, I feel I have to look away as quick as possable in hopes that the wrong impression isn't receaved... It's odd...

I'm not checking out there figure, I'm merely looking at them... and I feel like it's wrong. I don't understand it...

So I was almost going to break my vow of not seeing FF:AC... I saw a trailer on it and Was curious why they were seemingly fighting the summons.... and why what seemed to be bahamut looks for fucking gay ( Read more... )

Quick! Everyone gather your weapons and hide your families... the US is going have a civil war at any moment! John Tittor said so!

It'll be the Country versus the City... Urban versus Farm folk... don't trust any of them... they will kill you on sight!

Be safe... and may God have mercy on all our souls.