..so yeah, life is eh. nothing really has happened since my last entry besides the fact that i got a tattoo and that school started and sucks and i hate my job. went to see black dahlia, pretty weird, really graphic, scarlett johanson is efing gorgeous. probably going to see panic at the disco in nov and possibly say anything as well, as long as ( Read more... )

..i applied at starbucks. i hope i get the job. i put chels and blake down as references, so they most likely put in a good word. speaking of blake, went to his house the other night. we watched weeds, funny show. i need money so i can get an apartment and not have to live at home. blah. i had a bad dream the other night that i went in for my ( Read more... )

..last night i got pulled over for the first time. i was heading back from westspringfield on that straightaway area and i was only going like 50 which isnt that bad but it was at 1230. but the cop was cool and let me go with a warning, i think mainly cuz i have never been pulled over before, and im a girl, and he assumed i was trying to make it ( Read more... )

..i'm sick of people's bullshit, lies and deception. i can never tell who to trust with the truth. everyone tells me something diffferent to cover their own asses. its retarded. as are my "friends" at the moment. i only know of a few that i can trust. but i cant tell even them everything in my life because of certain factors. i can never tell ( Read more... )

..as i suspected, my 18th wasnt any better than my 16th. it's 12:39 am, i am officially 18 and legal. though i dont feel any different. tomorrow consists of: 1. nikki's grad partay 2. noho for sushi with kel and the rents 3. possibly if i have the money, buying my first scratch ticket. and now that im 18 i have a list of things to do: 1. buy a ( Read more... )

..so this weekend was pretty confusing. worked friday and saturday morning. was trying to find people to work a bunch of shifts so i could actually be able to do something for my birthday come to find out ashli cant so we cant really have much of a conjoined birthday bash without her, so we might end up having just 2 seperate parties which i guess ( Read more... )

..feel like im gonna boot..

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..had graduation practice today. waste of time, tomorrow is an awards assembly, stupid, then its the senior banquet and im seriously reconsidering it. i want to go to dance and see everyone one last time before graduation and all, but i could be doing other stuff, like a meeting for work, or band practice, or both. i dunno, im just so out of the ( Read more... )

..last night was f-ing crazy! and oh so much fun. went to a party in CT at this house where a band lives called If I Had Eyes, yeah it was like 2 hours away which sucked, but hey, well worth it. so yeah, went there after picking up larissa and jordan, paid for our cups and started drinking. i was on my third when an all out dance party ensued! it ( Read more... )