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I'm worthless and unemployed. And whats worse? A fifty/fifty ratio of being fired. No one will hire me. I don't know what to do. Trying harder then I've ever tried but nothing is happening. Got one bite and it spit me right back out. Making bad decisions and Jay is getting more often angrier and angrier at me. I'm completely worthless and I ( Read more... ) -
If this means anything at all, I won't let you leave me anymore.
Hm, where to start today. Like I said, it drives me slightly crazy that I'm posting, not using a client, and I'm not on my computer. It just feels funky. I don't feel like I'm "at home" on the website or something ( Read more... ) -
That face is tearing holes in me...
Something post-while-not-on-my-own-computer-worthy. In case anyone wondered the real reason I haven't been posting the last three months is because I've been chilling at my future pad. And greatly dislike posting on my LJ from someone else's computer. Rather post from mine. I got my music and anything else I could possibly need. Like here, I ( Read more... ) -
I hope you can hear me, cause I remember it clearly. The day... you... slipped away...
So this is the post where I announce my grandfather has passed away. I'm not sure where to begin on this. I've read back before over my many many posts going on when my grandmother and that fiasco was going on. But I think I don't have much emotion to pour out here. I poured it out then. The run down is as follows ( Read more... ) -
Before they make me doubt.
A moment ( or two ) worth noting. We were on the phone a while back:
Jay: I'm going to have some Fruity Pebbles!
Me: Okay!
a couple minutes pass, and suddenly there's beeping of a microwave
Me: ... You microwave your Fruity Pebbles?
Jay: Don't judge me!
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:Very High ( Read more... ) -
She's like, sooo whatever. You can do so much better...!
So its been nearly a month since I updated. Probably because I haven't been home. I spend a lot of time at Jays for a variety of reasons. The first a foremost being I really like him :P!! And it does make my life easier on me and on my car even if I have a place to crash at between jobs. Things I like and convience all rolled into one ( Read more... ) -
Get me out of my mind, get you out of those clothes...!
Theres something wrong with the fact that whenever my brother yells at his dogs and goes " You're bad!! " I get flashbacks of Tony telling me the same exact thing ( Read more... ) -
When the top of the world, falls on you!
Attention. I have a significant other now. Her name is Riz, and I am a lesbian. That is all.