tease your neck, kiss your spitless mouth ( Read more... )

so, sometime very soon i'm going on a road-trip. by myself. i don't care if it's to madras. i want to drive. i want to think. i really want to go to a concert. i think i'm going to go to portland for a concert and take whitney. but before that. i'm going for a long drive and sleeping in my car. i really want to fly somewhere. somewhere warm. ( Read more... )

i'm still sad about things. i want to completely own my life. but i've given peices away, i want them back. apparently not truly. i keep showing signs of dishing it out again. i hate being a needy 18 year old girl. i wanted to be different. i wanted to not want or need anyone. i wanted to be strong. i wanted to be the fun one. i wanted to be the ( Read more... )

im on tv.... it's weird, i look dumb. channel ten if you wanna laugh.

so my high school "experience" is finally over. I'm getting my GED and anyone who thinks that's a bad idea can, well, go ahead thinking that i guess. it's my decision because i don't feel like jumping through hoops and busting my ass my senior year. yes, i really did have to bust my ass because i did screw up a lot. i was really behind in credits ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

How is Deism different from Theism ( Read more... )

"i miss you! like oh em gee ( Read more... )

i've never really had a good new years. last year was the best one i guess. and i passed out around 10:30-11:00. dancing was fun, and then being hot and playing in the snow. then sleeping in it because i was tired. getting a lap dance by a whore. and then getting my pants ripped off. good times. tonight i made another disappointing painting. i ( Read more... )

i think christmas makes the majority of people feel spoiled. im not sure weather to feel guilty, or thankful and special. break is boring. you think your friends are all going to come home, and everyone's going to hang out and everyone's invited but it's not. that's okay, it just makes me sad. i wish people understood that certain things a ( Read more... )