She pulled me closer to calm me down ( Read more... )

Last night I did the one thing I couldn't imagine doing! I prayed...I prayed to god and asked for his forgiveness and I felt so good afterwards! It was just after i got out of the shower and i stared into the mirror and asked for forgivness and after I got out of the bathroom I felt like a new man. I am so excited about going to church on Sunday ( Read more... )

So I got into work early today which is cool, but somehow i feel empty inside. Maybe it's the lack of sleep and food consumption. It's hard to eat in a situation like this. Last night Ashley, her mom, and me had a conversation. all i have to say is that I was fucking retarded to do those things i did to Ashley. It hurts so bad inside, everyday ( Read more... )

My whole time with Ashley has always been a great feeling deep inside me and last night I let her know all the things she didn't know from the time we first went out to now.... That's 4 months and it's way to long to hold shit back from her. When I told her these things she reacted in a way that I was not prepared for. I love her som much and the ( Read more... )

Wow this is amazing!!! My dad isn't going to jail so I have alot of weight off of my shoulders!!! this morning I woke up next to the most beautiful girl in the world and it makes me happy everytime I hear her voice or talk to her!!! I can't wait to see her after work I hate leaving her in the morning it kills me everytime!!!! Well it's Friday ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to the most beautiful face in the world and the feeling of pure and absolute love!!!! I'm just so happy!!! of course I was woken up by her and she was shaking me like a paint mixer, but it was funny ( Read more... )

God i haven't seen Ashley in like less than a day and I already miss her so much!!!!I must hear her voice it gets me through my day!!! But anyways I got to work late today cause my fucking stupied alarm didn't go off but I made up fpr it by getting everything I needed to get done...done.... like in less than 2 hours!!! Now I have nothing todo ( Read more... )

So I never really post comments on anybodys journal but I'd thought I'd do that today for the hell of it ( Read more... )

Today has been very long...I found out today that I gained 5 pounds so I'm happy considering that I used to look like a fucking Ethiopian!! :) Well today I basically missed my favorite person in the whole wide world...(Ashley) Of course. i can't explain it, I'm so in love and I can't stop thinking of her. I hope I'm not being too Clingy...j/k ( Read more... )

Man I'm starting not to like my job cause I'm getting bitched at for doing nothing and in real life I'm doing what they tell me to do and no one can keep up with me causI work at a fast pace!!! Well ever since Dustyn kicked me out I've been happier living on the street then with him!!! I found an apartment finally and I move in on Saturday and ( Read more... )