story of my life: i get so close but something ALWAYS falls through. - but this time i'm not as upset as i thought i would be ... maybe it's because i know the people here will support me better, maybe it' because i just didn't care as much as i thought i did, or maybe i'm just learning to deal with it. who knows. i'm just glad the pain isn't too ( Read more... )

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i take back that last entry, somehow i haven't managed to fuck this up yet. - i even thought i pissed him off saturday night, but we're still cool. :)

i need to get a life.... rather, i need to get some study skills.

why do i say stupid shit like this? fuck my life.
10.20.06 2:24amSara:wow, sorry that was kinda lame. but really, we (you and me) should figure something out to do to celebrate your bio exam being over.10.20.06 12:21amSara:we. as in W-E. meaning you and me.10.20.06 12:01amMike:well sounds good either way. but are you talking about WE or we cause you ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been such a blur.

i'm falling fast - but it gives me motivation to get through the days.  - and just think, almost everytime i see him i'm wearing sweats or gym shorts ... and its still going well.

you never expect things like this to hit so close to home.

rest in peace luke. you will live on in the memories of everyone who loved you.
"may angels lead you in"

all i can say is pray and maybe, by some miracle, he will be found okay.

stay with us luke.

I hate how self-conscious I get. I question everything. My appearance. My friendships. My voice. My personality. Everything. It’s hard, never really feeling confident about yourself. I suppose that somewhere deep down I ‘love’ myself - but I always end up second-guessing everything. Who knows where it comes from. Maybe I had too many experiences ( Read more... )

i could not have asked for  a better roommate/better friends.


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the most beautiful places i've ever been ...


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