so sooo much has happend in the past week oh wow...
1. made varsity cheer
2. messed up my right leg
3. had a big secret that was let out that cud have ruined a friendship but now she knows and im so glad i dont have to keep the secret from her anymore even tho if it was really really shady of me
4. found someone im not quiet sure about...hmmmm

i wishhhhh it wasnt a secret....ahh its driving me nuts

natalie help me:(

all i wanted was you....
...all i got was tears & dissapointment....

im so close to just giving up this whole secret crap....

....iv never wanted something so badly...

....it almost feels unreal and weird....

shitttttt i think im starting to..........haha shit lol

ughhhhhhhhhh why do i get screwed over so much?! I mean im starting to think that im the one doing something wrong........ugh
I love prolman....bday is in 13 days!

i need help planning my sweet 16....all i kno is i want a hella big party but idk where?! HELP

listen to your heart....

oh jeez here i go again.....

wow iv never had so much hate towards a parent before....my heads spinning from all that yelling and door slamming and thru all the words that i said i ment every last one....."i hate you"...boy that was good to get out iv never said that to my mom and i finally did well shes a stupid bitch that should die anywayz hmmmmmmm ahhh and not to mention ( Read more... )

9 months are up!! yessss i get my braces off tomorrow!!!