No one thinks I am good enough for 1 date.

no friendships or love in my life. just rejection.

there is no reason for me to keep living.

I got a few responses to my craigslist ad. Two even saw my picture and still continued to email! Now it's been at least a week since I heard from any of them. I guess they found someone better, or realized i'm not good enough. This isn't progress.

I wish i were dead. I fail at every aspect of life. I am not important to anyone. I am bad with money, have 0 friends, cannot get a date or find love, dropping out of grad school, and I have no chance of teaching well. What's left? Nothing.

deathcycle
darkside nyc
lightning bolt
go apeshit
tangled lines
iskra
mr natural
merzbow
pain jerk
incapacitants
16 bitch pile up
joda
asra
iron lung
atakke
prurient
sin orden
american cheeseburger
diamanda galas
carlos giffoni
wolves in the throne room
white mice
bloody panda
noosebomb
resistant culture

My life is back to normal for me at least, which is far far below average ( Read more... )

age 30

I have no idea how to make friends or find a date.

No Fun Fest 2008. May 16,17,18 at the Knitting Factory In NYC ( Read more... )

the responses should be coming in any minute now ( Read more... )