The high point of my existence cannot be saying hello to a woman I know on the subway ( Read more... )

no one came to the show.
i have no friends
no one cares

Why is it that I do everything for everyone and no one ever does anything for me?

None of my so called friends came to the show today.

And people wonder why i am so negative.

this is the reason why i am negative.

abc no rio saturday Oct 27 3pm
156 rivington street
Dirty Power Game (crust from Italy)!
ASRA (nyc grind)
Ashtray dirt (nj sludge)
+1?

yes it is important to me, considering I have been to almost every show at abc for 8 years in a row, and its really the 1st show I booked. I think my friends should come.

wolves in the throne room friday
abc saturday
house show sunday

0 friends

I wish i were dead

dirty power game from italy sat oct 27 at abc no rio
please spare 4-7pm on a saturday afternoon for me

Cadaver Eyes from Israel at my house!
Please come!

"Raindrops on a bouquet of fuschia colored roses, warm cashmere sweaters worn by an intelligent & tall European gentleman ( Read more... )

My good friend Rachel wrote a craigslist ad for me. Even this well written ad, highlighting all my best qualities was not good enough. A total of two responses. The first was someone who wanted someone who drinks, and the 2nd, well she just wanted to see my pic and what i teach. She has not replied since I sent my pic. No more excuses. What I have ( Read more... )

I think it is safe to say that I should die before 31. No amazing things in my life. The chances of me finding love are less than zero. I am not finishing the phd. I am sick of this horrible house. I have no friends. No one ever does anything for me. I do not want to live anymore.

PS. Please do not be offended but I will like someone that is taller or as tall as I am because I love to be held and feel secure in a big arm. Its just my preference ( Read more... )