There was a time when I thought I was patient. I wonder what happened to that time. I can't sit down and just think anymore, I have to keep moving almost as if my life depended on it. But in a rather clever way, I guess I just fooled my body into thinking it was doing something while in reality I'm actually just sitting down and thinking. ( Oh ( Read more... )

It's been quite som time since I really updated this. No angry rants this time around, that's getting old. School is out and I'm never required to go back to it again. I'm officially a High School Graduate. I'm trying to go to PBCC to take their courses in radiography and sonography. I've decided what I've wanted to do with my life, I no longer ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT, where the hell to start. The cavalier is TOTALED!!! Yup, got hit by a Hyundai Elantra who wanted to change lanes into me. I'm just glad Michelle is okay, Seeing as he hit the passenger side. I only had enough time to hear her gasp before the accident. But on a lighter and much brighter not, I GOTS A BRAND NEW (shiny,shiny,) F-150! AHHHHHH ( Read more... )

The season of giving seems to be full of alot of taking this year. Alex was taken from me on christmas morning, by her parents. She's in Virginia for her brother's wedding, her return is one week away, after new years. If it's not painfully obvious by the dozens of entries before this one, that I hate being part form her, then you people are truly ( Read more... )

You know sometimes I think Alex tends to think I'm upset when I'm really just depressed as hell. Don't worry, I have yet to ever be upset with you. Just don't let go of your dreams, for ANYONE!!! Especially not me. You know I can wait.

-Take your usual ride home, I'll see you as soon as I can
-you have my word

It's only been a couple of months since my last entry, not like anybody reads this stuff anyway. So much to say..... let's start at work I suppose. I'm employed once again. Changing tires for BJ's wholesale club for an hourly fee. I like my job, and the incoming money is a welcome change. School is going well enough, but these teachers and thir ( Read more... )

Alex leaves for Leesburg today...... plot, plot, scheme, scheme;)

-Gonna be one hell of a long birthday tomorrow

Alex was in Leesburg all this weekend. Saying she hates that place will never begin to cover it. On the last phone conversation she told me me something that I can't get put out of my mind. "Do me a favor, the next time I see you, don't take me back." Shes said this many times before and I've always felt bad since we both knew I had to for fear of ( Read more... )

I drove 20 minutes to see you ( Read more... )

It's that magical time of year when little Floridian boys and girls get their equivalent to snow days. Yes thats right, it's time to cash in those ever so fun, HURRICANE DAYS!!! WOOT!!! Looks like glee will rveberate throughout Florida, only to be carried off in 45+mph winds!!!!

-"look mommy, a cow!"