My shit was stolen tonight. All of it: my IPod, Nikon camera (with the cute flippy screen), my phone, metrocard, money, ID...all of it. Gone. While I was having "the talk" with my "friend"...ugh. I can't even believe tonight happened ( Read more... )

So, I've decided there MUST be something wrong with me. Boys confess their love for me, they tell me I rock, that they picture me having their babies, and that we are meant for eachother ( Read more... )

The Knight of Pentacles card suggests that it is ironic that at the abundant banquet of life, most poor suckers are starving or trying to buy what should be had for free. Don't be one of them. Use this downtime to appreciate your current status, to make practical decisions that are based on the actual effort you are willing to expend and to ( Read more... )

"I really don't know why it is that all of us are so committed to the sea, - except I think it is because in addition to the fact that the sea changes and the light changes, and ships change, it is because we all came from the sea. And it is an interesting biological fact that all of us have, in our veins the exact same percentage of salt in our ( Read more... )

she sings to you
telling you what you want to hear
daily etchings of forgotten moments
the rebirth of slick
nextdoor he waits
listening in anticipation
feeding on your hearstrings
playing you a lullaby
through her songs
they wrote together
awaiting the moment
to bury your soul
within their victory

I drown in a sea of pasts. Being pulled in by the surge, too tired to fight. Over my head, to distances I can't reach. The sky. Clouds of envy. They appear soft and comforting, but are unsturdy to rest upon. On the shore, sharp jagged rocks await. A few scatter, smoothed over the years by the constant lapping of the water, now filling my lungs. ( Read more... )

You speak, possessed with your own needs, and write with the purpose of being absolved of misunderstandings. A mind now clear within the notion that someone is the willing victim of manipulation. All those worries of saying the wrong thing despite the mutual decision to absolve the situation, deeper meanings still reside. To someone it defines the ( Read more... )

So...last night an EXTREMELY disturbing thing happened. I dreamt I was dating Ryan Seacrest. EEEK! Where did THAT come from? Oye ve ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )

...a new crush. It's boring without a crush. Even if it's drama or bullshit...I HAVE to have someone to crush on. And right now...I'm sitting in the middle of the dessert. NOTHING. Damnit. I am supposed to hang out with CLW boy tomorrow, but I'm not feeling that good old electric crush feeling...yet ( Read more... )