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i wrote today. i'm writing.

i dont like being sick.

thats all.

i cant stop picking at it
cant stop checking my cell phone
hoping you've called
or maybe
replied to the text i sent.
i keep picking at
the small cut too
rubbing the skin red
my mother warned me
it'll never heal if i dont
leave it alone but i
cant stop picking at it
cant stop picking at it
cant stop reaching for the phone

looks like i get to go to paris (and amsterdam) in april. sometimes my parents are awesome and just buy me plane tickets. or let me use their frequent flier miles.

happy aniversery in paris... or maybe it'll be in amsterdam. that might be more aproprate for the date.

i worked a great festival these last three weeks. traditional artist who are inovating within their forms. amazing work. i think i made a friend too, so thats good. its complex, but what is life isnt ( Read more... )

i adore that "i kissed a girl" song.

i've been listening to (too much?) elliott smith.

my mom is in town. so far, its been ok. shes been here almost a week, and leaves saturday. today she bought be stuff at ikea. and sushi. huzzah!

i like my job very much once the show opens. i like the fact that i work in theater, that i work with people who play dress up, that i make magic and have fun and people leave smiling ( Read more... )

kiele came to visit last weekend on her way home from hawaii. it was lovely to have her, tho not for long, and the weather was less than perfect. but she's moving out here and that makes up for it ( Read more... )

happy (late) america day ( Read more... )

well, i got a job! I'll be ASMing The Foreginer at San Jose Rep. yippie! now i just need to figure out the whole comuting thing. and tell my babies' mommas that i cant do the co-op for about 5 weeks. i hope that that desnt mean that i've lost my babies. oh well.

now to figure out zipcars and rental cars and used cars and which one i can afford.